Finally this phoney gets exposed. I knew I didn’t like him and now I have a reason not to. Not that he’s the only pol who lies, but this is the blessed “future of the GOP”. Find yourselves a new future Repubs (and if that’s Palin, gooooooooood luck).
Someone from my high school is emailing my mom pictures of me drinking. She has recently seen the ones of me with Mere (sorry Mere) doing barber shop shots. Lovely. I have made some phone calls and my pictures are all on lock down. Wish me luck as I cut a bitch. :) I am very curious as to what low life loser asshole has the time to go out of their way to get my moms email, copy and paste pics of me, and have the nerve to write “Freshman 15” and “Freshman Drinking” captions. I am also very curious as to who else these e-mails have been sent to… I am in a great mood today.
WTF!!!! Ok if this was me they’d be dead already. I hope you find these bitches! Oh and if someone DOES do this to me, they’d best watch out. I don’t play no games!!!!
"Histrionic personality disorder (HPD) is defined by the American Psychiatric Association as a personality disorder characterized by a pattern of excessive emotionality and attention-seeking, including an excessive need for approval and inappropriate seductiveness, usually beginning in early adulthood." (Wikipedia: Histronic Personality Disorder)
Alright, who deserved it and who didn’t??? Let’s see…
Good Job Academy:
I’m personally sad that Milk didn’t take Best Picture, but I can see why Slumdog got it so you’ll hear no bitching from me. Best Director could have gone to Benjamin Button, but again, it was close between Slumdog, Mile, and Beji. Best Actor was Sean Penn by far and the fact the Milk was up for so many awards was absolutely perfect. KATE WINSLET! We’ve finally won one, girl! I’ve loved her for years and I’m SO glad she finally took it home, especially for such an AMAZING role in an AMAZING movie. HEATHIE, we miss you and I’m so proud of your portrayal of the Joker. Most-deserved win, next to Kate. Other good wins: Best Supporting Actress (Penélope Cruz), Best Animated Feature (WALL-E),
Ok, so the fact that Dark Knight was snubbed so many times should bother more people than just myself, I mean Benjamin Button has great makeup (obviously) but I mean the Joker? Batman? Blood? Seriously people…let’s get with the program! Benji wins Best Costume Design??? All they had to get was Levis!!!! Ugh I’m having a conniption. Continuing-on with the Dark Knight snubs, Best Art Direction…nuff said.
Love ya’ll. I have a shit-ton of homework to get done, so I’ll peace out and get it done.
Ok this is more for me than for you, but read it anyway if you want...
So this summer I REALLY need to find an internship or high-paying job in DC, New York, or Miami. Yes, I know. Why am I thinking about this now? Because the due dates for most of these things are less than a month away. I’m freaking out. Here’s everything I still have left to do:
1. Live Learn Intern Application (Georgetown University)
- Topical Essay (250-500 words)
- Statement of Purpose (400-500 words)
- Scholarship Need Statement (~250 words)
- Rework Résumé to Include Campaign Experience, etc
2. NAVAIR Assistanship (Pax River NAS with my Daddy)
- Send-in Résumé and get Daddy to push it at work
3. CAP Internship (America’s Leading Liberal PAC) — DUE MARCH 1st!!!!!!
- Internship Application
- Cover Letter and Résumé
- 3-Page Writing Sample
- Send College Transcript
- 2-3 References
4. United Nations Association of the United States of America (New York City)
- Fill Out Application
- 2-3 References
- 5-page Writing Sample
I don’t know if I’m gonna make it…I hate applications! I thought it was over after college!!!!!!
Katherine:lol I KNOW IM SO LAME i would have had you stay with me, in my sweet centennial dorm
Alec:Hahaha I would've loved it CVE and I slept together though, so we were def warm after wandering around Downtown in tee shirts and knee-high dresses in 20-degree weather all night.
It was an eventful stay, to say the least.
Alec:We didn't think the club would have coat racks so we didn't bring any.....Lol.
Katherine:hahahaha where did you go??
Alec:Apex (SLEAZY). But really nice-looking too. She wanted to take me out to get me laid (I'm on a man-fast and she thought it would be fun trying to break it) but ended up driving all of my potential mates away.
Katherine:lol omg, not gonna lie...almost went to fur the other night...no shame in sleazy clubs
Alec:Hahaha oh Fur. I've heard stories. Hahahaha.
Katherine:you cannot be on a manfast when you come to AU, honey, about 46% of all males are gay...and id bet the percentage is more than that!
Alec:I don't want to be mean, but AU gays aren't my type.
Katherine:dont blame you!!!!!
Alec:I want to be the smart one in the relationship.
Katherine:hahaha, and even though you may be while in a relationship with an AU boy, he would never admit it
Alec:And the AU gays aren't all that attractive either, in general. There's some exceptions, but yeah...and totally true lol. Oh AU. How I miss it.
Katherine:hahaha you are so funny my favorites are the ones that dont know it yet. who are dating girls who conviently go to school in another state...im like, NO ONE IS GONNA JUDGE YOU HERE. ITS OK IF YOU COME FROM A CONSERVATIVE FAMILY.
Alec:Hahaha for real. Can you say #1 (or 2 now I think) Gay-Friendly school in the US.
OH ALSO I forgot to ask, who wants to go to the beach Saturday?? Jessie wants the beach and a tan, which is understandable. Getting tan is another thing that I need to do. Oh and I also need to go grocery shopping and home item shopping. I also need to see alot of movies like Bride Wars and He’s Just Not That Into You and High School Musical 3 and more.
I’m already going on Saturday and anyone who wants to come is welcome to join. I’m thinking we go to either Key Biscayne OR head to the 7th or 8th St part of SoBe. Amazing beach :) And I got my first sunburn! :D
Okay so I deduce that everyone had a great Valentine’s Day? I’m glad! Mine was pretty hot too, not gonna lie. I mean, I didn’t sleep the night before so I was already a little loopy, and I spent something like 9 hours out in the hot sun with barely a drop to drink. In short, it was the best shit show ever. I called Stephanie and Meredith around 9:30 to see if they were awake and ready to start heading over to SoBe. Stephanie was, but Meredith had apparently gotten to bed around 5:00 that night so she was still sleeping. I awoke her and convinced her to set our departure time at around 10:30. Stephanie had a lovely little breakfast (well, I ate and then drank tea when she came down). We ended up going as a group with my new friends Erin and Justin.
Our spot on the beach ended up being right off of the 9th Street entrance, only 2-4 streets away from the nude section of the beach.I actually wanted to go to the nude section so I didn’t have to wear clothing, but that was vetoed in subcommittee (aka in a convo with Meredith the previous day). The beach was lovely though; Steph and I had an amazing time swimming through the water and taking model shots (which I accidentally deleted while trying to upload to my computer a few minutes ago…sorry Steph) and basically causing a ruckus. We did have a scary run-in with a giant mutant jellyfish: neither of us were stung, but we were really scared. It was swimming toward us and we didn’t realize it. Suddenly, I felt like a trash bag had tapped my back; the jellyfish had run into me!!! Steph and I turned around, saw what had happened, and proceeded to scream at the top of our lungs and run back to shore. At one point, Steph stopped running, but I was still nervous because I was unsure whether or not we had lost it. Regardless, it was a good time.
After hanging with Meredith, Erin, Steph, and Justin, I got a call from my friend Susan to go to 5th Street and hang with her for the rest of the day. The rest of my original crew was heading back so I gave them some cash to help with the fare and booked it over there. When I finally arrived, Susan and I decided to give the water another try. We brought a football this time. Now, I think we have invented a new sport: beach football. We’re not really sure of any of the rules, but it was a blast. I distinctly remember being tackled on several occasions after catching the ball. In other football news, I should never play on-land again. Susan, Isa, myself, and this girl we met were throwing the football around and I accidentally (though hilariously) pegged this random girl right in the head. The wind has taken it over there so it wasn’t really my fault, but I still felt kind of bad. Now, I was a good boy and apologized, but this bitch’s mother proceeded to yell at me and tell me that this was the 4th time we’d hit her or something. Now, I’m not the best mathematician in the world, but I’m pretty sure that hitting someone once isn’t the 4th time. I ceased to be sorry and walked away from her.
Our new motley crew of Susan, Isa, Ryan, two Long Islanders, and myself proceeded to drink and smoke and that’s where my memories of last night end. All smiles though, it was an epic V-Day.
Here’s My List of Ideas for How to Spend Valentine’s Day Eve:
1. Mojitos and Chick Flicks 2. Mojitos and Violent Movies 3. Just Mojitos 4. Go Out for A Single’s Night 5. Skinny Dipping in SoBe 6. Jenga (I can’t believe I lost in Sportsfest! Stupid screaming girl!) 7. Homework 8. Go Home 9. Movies and No Alcohol 10. Work Out at the Gym in Hopes of Distracting Myself 11. Contract Pneumonia 12. Lots of Tea-Time with Dave 13. Spiritual Enlightenment 14. Read Calvin and Hobbes while watching Depressing Movies 15. Shots, Circle of Death, and Lots of Casual Sex
Hmm…I like 15. Let’s see if I can think of anything better before tomorrow night…
As a side note, if the subject of this note reads this: Why are you looking at my shit if you’re actually mad at me?!
Ok. Now I came into college assuming that there would be drama. I wasn’t naive enough to believe that it would all just disappear. What I never got into my head after a relatively drama-free existence in high school (in terms of me not being the center of any drama) was that I could some day either be the source or victim (or whatever other relationship you can come up with) of drama. Now, I’m going to get this out once and for all. My general rules about being angry or upset with someone: 1) be up-front about it and don’t hide the fact that you’re upset [we can all see it anyway], 2) give the person you’re angry with a reason why [even if it is already painfully obvious], and 3) don’t try and implicate mutual friends in the conflict. Now, I’ll admit, I have some trouble with #3, but in this case, I can honestly say that I’m trying not to make it an issue.
I’m writing this on my Tumblog mostly because I want all of my mutual friends with this person to know that I don’t care what your relationship is with the person I’m apparently in deep shit with. If you all are friends, that’s great. It’s not my place to tell you who you should and who you shouldn’t be friends with. Frankly, I care more about my relationship with you all that I do your relationship with anyone else. Now, I can also honestly say that all of my friends are being great about everything considering the circumstances and how ugly this situation seems to have gotten. But I do have one thing to say to all of you who are reading this Tumblog and who are implicated in this situation: if hanging out with me becomes a problem for you, don’t hesitate to tell me and don’t hesitate to explain to me what’s going on. I really value all of our friendships, but I definitely don’t want it to be at your expense. That sounded totally over-dramatized, but I think you get the idea. I’m not going to run off into a corner and cry about this because, as far as I’m concerned, this situation is over after I finish this blog post. I love you all.
"It isn’t kind to cultivate a friendship just so one will have an audience."
"Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes [them] to live."
Ok so I’m pretty sure my play count got deleted at some point last month, but these are some pretty impressive stats. Oh and when you get to my top played song, please realize that I bought it on February 4th 2009…just a thought.
25. “Ladies’ Choice” (Zac Efron) — 49 Plays
24. “Raid on the Castle” (Harry Gregson-Williams) — 49 Plays
23. “If U Seek Amy” (Britney Spears) — 51 Plays
22. “Love Song” (Sara Bareilles) — 53 Plays
21. “Now or Never” (High School Musical Cast) — 55 Plays
20. “I Want it All” (Ashley Tisdale, Lucas Grabeel, High School Musical Cast) — 55 Plays
19. “The Boys Are Back” (Corbin Bleu, Zac Efron, High School Musical Cast) — 56 Plays
18. “Lucky” (Jason Mraz feat. Colbie Caillat) — 57 Plays
17. “Whatever You Like” (T.I.) — 60 Plays
16. “Geek in the Pink” (Jason Mraz) — 61 Plays
15. “Miraz Crowned” (Harry Gregson-Williams) — 67 Plays
14. “A Night to Remember” (High School Musical Cast) — 78 Plays
13. “Circus” (Britney Spears) — 79 Plays
12. “Womanizer” (Britney Spears) — 81 Plays
11. “One Step At A Time” (Jordin Sparks) — 83 Plays
10. “I’m Yours” (Jason Mraz) — 88 Plays
09. “That’s What You Get” (Paramore) — 90 Plays
08. “Legally Blonde (Remix)” (Kate Shindle, Laura Bell Bundy & Natalie Joy Johnson) — 102 Plays
07. “Butterfly” (Jason Mraz) — 105 Plays
06. “Legally Blonde” (Christian Borle & Laura Bell Bundy) — 105 Plays
05. “The Nicest Kids in Town” (James Marsden) — 107 Plays
04. “So Much Better (MTV Winner Single)” (Bailey Hanks) — 107 Plays
03. “A Beautiful Mess” (Jason Mraz) — 129 Plays
02. “I’ll Do Anything (Acoustic Version)” (Jason Mraz) — 161 Plays 01. “Bare” (Cast Recording) — 470 Plays
Now I don’t know about you but I think #1 qualifies as an obsession. It’s also kind of telling that 10 of my top 25 are from either stage or movie musicals. But get excited, people! I will now be erasing my play and skip counts on the first of every month and I’ll be sure to update you on my latest obsessions!
I really need to stop staying up this late, but I’m sort of nauseous and can’t fall asleep. On the bright side, I do some of my best thinking when I’m sleep-deprived and lonely (just look at the papers I wrote last semester). Tonight’s theme? Well, I’ve been thinking a whole lot about love and life and happiness, so I guess we’ll start there and see where I end up going with it.
I’m back to my good-old, musical-loving self. The song “Bare” definitely did it to me. I know you’re probably all throwing up at just how many times I’ve mentioned the song in the past day, but I honestly can’t get it out of my head. It’s kind of funny because I wish that my life was a series of songs with brief periods of dialouge, but at the same time, these songs really mean something to me. Don’t get me wrong, I love me some party music and I love to dance like no one’s watching, but to have a song that touches me personally because I can relate to it’s message is refreshing. Refreshing probably isn’t even an adequate word to describe that feeling. I mean, take this lyric:
"JASON Do you remember the day that you met me?
I swear it was yesterday, I knew with a glance
That you were the question and you were the answer
That the world would make sense again if I held your hand
Some day you’ll look back and I hope you remember
The moment of truth when I knew who I was
How did I learn the truth you gave to me?”
Now, to all of you this probably means nothing, but in the context of this show, it’s absolutely heartbreaking to me. In the show, Peter and Jason are two high school seniors in a Catholic school who are closeted and in love. Peter comes out, but Jason does not. Throughout the show they grapple with their homosexuality and Jason tries to decide what to do. Eventually, Jason decides to speak to his priest and ask him if God still loves him. His priest condemns him and tells him that God does not love him and that he’s going to hell. At the point where Peter and Jason sing this duet, they are about to begin performing a school play. Jason has taken a lethal dose of the date rape drug, GHB, intent on taking his own life. In the song, Jason tries to console Peter and reassure him that everything will be alright. The song goes along detailing their relationship until, in the final bars, Jason and Peter sing these beautiful words:
"JASON I have discovered the one thing that’s real
That I love you and I’ve loved you from the start
And if you hold that close to you, we’ll never be apart
Peter, please know I loved you…
PETER God, I love you
BOTH From the start”
Now, I’m not sure, but I believe this is the first time that either has dared to vocalize that they love the other. Minus the suicide, this is probably the epitome of what I’m looking for. When I say “I love you” to that special someone, I want it to feel that powerful. In fact, let’s set a lofty goal. I’m going to say those words while listening to this song.